He admitted that he had always struggled to say emotional things directly.
He wrote about my career.
Choices he had criticized at the time.
Things he later realized I had been right about.
He wrote about Brian.
He admitted he had judged him too harshly when we first started dating.
Then he wrote about Maddie.
I had been pregnant when Dad died.
He knew she was coming.
He wrote that he suspected my daughter would be like me.
Observant.
Careful.
Always noticing things.
He told me not to teach her to stop paying attention.
Then came the sentence that broke me.
He wrote that he had never been good at saying “I love you” in a way I could actually hear.
And he hoped I could hear it now.
Then he wrote about the house.
He said the house would take care of me if I took care of it.
That Grandma and Grandpa had built it well.
That there were still things inside it I hadn’t found.
Nothing valuable.
Just old things.
Pieces of where I came from.
He told me to look when I was ready.
At the bottom, he signed his full name.
William Edward Marsh.
Not Dad.
His full name.
That was what he did when he wanted something to feel official.
I sat on the workbench holding those pages.
Brian sat beside me.
He didn’t try to read over my shoulder.
He didn’t ask questions.
He simply stayed there.
Finally, he asked,
“Are you okay?”
“He knew he was sick.”
Brian looked at me.
“What?”
“He knew.”
I stared at the letter.
“He wrote things he could never say.”
Then I looked at the other envelope.
Margaret.
Mom had died three years after Dad.
She never knew this letter existed.
At least, I didn’t think she did.
“This is for her.”
Brian nodded.
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